Live another day
Climb a little higher
Find another reason to stay
Ashes in your hands
Mercy in your eyes
If your searching for a silent sky
You won’t find it here
Look another way
You won’t find it here
So die another day
The coldness of this word
The message in his silent
Fake the cradle to the wind
The distance in my voice
Isn’t leaving you’re choice
If I die tomorrow
I’d be alright because I belive
That after we’re gone
The spirit carries on
Rabu, 04 November 2009
before I am DEAD!
waking up drenched in sweat
realizing it’s nothing but a nightmare
I get up to drink a glass of water
to drown the fear that woke me up!
sins I have done plenty
I do not know if the good I did is enough
to grant me a passage to heaven
or worse, born again as human;
never cared for what people thought,
never worried about those who left,
never a minute I spent crying over split milk,
what had to happen, had to happen!
what I was yesterday is what I am today,
yet people think I have changed, I wonder why!
I take life as it comes
no expectations and no demands!
with the guillotine waiting at every step,
uncertainty looms large over tomorrow,
I fear I need to live every moment
of today before I am dead!
realizing it’s nothing but a nightmare
I get up to drink a glass of water
to drown the fear that woke me up!
sins I have done plenty
I do not know if the good I did is enough
to grant me a passage to heaven
or worse, born again as human;
never cared for what people thought,
never worried about those who left,
never a minute I spent crying over split milk,
what had to happen, had to happen!
what I was yesterday is what I am today,
yet people think I have changed, I wonder why!
I take life as it comes
no expectations and no demands!
with the guillotine waiting at every step,
uncertainty looms large over tomorrow,
I fear I need to live every moment
of today before I am dead!
Senin, 02 November 2009
wish amnesia
Disappear from my life
Disappear from heart fall to pieces
Attendance of your buttonhole of torture me
let here my stand apart
Go with him there
with yg him there is anything
nestle fasting
let here my stand apart
To be passing by quickly desire of for earn
amnesia so that all falling into oblivion
and my running it
for forget you look away
In here. back
you attend yg memory I ought to forget
And I break the existence of...
In here. back
you attend yg memory I ought to forget
And I break the existence of
Worn-Out here...
I wish amnesia
Worn-Out Here.....
I wish amnesia.
Disappear from heart fall to pieces
Attendance of your buttonhole of torture me
let here my stand apart
Go with him there
with yg him there is anything
nestle fasting
let here my stand apart
To be passing by quickly desire of for earn
amnesia so that all falling into oblivion
and my running it
for forget you look away
In here. back
you attend yg memory I ought to forget
And I break the existence of...
In here. back
you attend yg memory I ought to forget
And I break the existence of
Worn-Out here...
I wish amnesia
Worn-Out Here.....
I wish amnesia.
Minggu, 25 Oktober 2009
looking into life alcove
looking into life alcove
I ignore surely
do possible happened
or do not
in the middle of life [of] world
i witness closed friend closed friend and myself
talking its life chance
reciprocate input
determining each other their life direction
better doesn't us with
determining our life direction
whilst sun not yet is high
or
choose life which do not have meaning
without feeling to respect dream
belive it!!
I ignore surely
do possible happened
or do not
in the middle of life [of] world
i witness closed friend closed friend and myself
talking its life chance
reciprocate input
determining each other their life direction
better doesn't us with
determining our life direction
whilst sun not yet is high
or
choose life which do not have meaning
without feeling to respect dream
belive it!!
Jumat, 23 Oktober 2009
while, can you drink this cheap bottle of wine…
got a love song, a broken line
put the rose on your hair
full of grace my queen of mistery
can’t you see, can’t you believe
and all they say it’s true
i can sing a thousand song, I can bring your kiss around town
kiss of angel, as sweet as heaven
put the rose on your hair
full of grace my burning queen
can’t you see, can’t you believe
and all they say it’s true
lady rose….
when you fall to my arms, when you sleep for a thousand year
never will brings you down, down down down…
you’re the heart of the crown
and the blood of all my lifetime
you are my lady rose…
let me say this, for one last time
of all the love and beauty I have seen
you’re the one my only one, forever….
put the rose on your hair
full of grace my queen of myztery
can’t you see, can’t you believe
and all they say it’s true
how ever much to want to show that
you keep me inside and what you really care
have a close look deep into your flame
time is running out, nothing to hide away
i know we’re both all right
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
leave it all behind, all the things we’ve burnt
cruising down the memory
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
since I don’t know what the last
heaven’s got it all
picking up the way back to get home
it’s the hardest thing that we think all night
anything could be the adventure
it’s all growing and beyond the tragedy
since I don’t know what the last
since I don’t know what the lies
hell!!! I don’t know what the nice
heaven’s got it all
i know we’re both all right
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
leave it all behind, all the things we’ve burnt
cruising down the memory
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
since I don’t know what the last
heaven’s got it all
picking up the way back to get home
it’s the hardest thing that we think all night
anything could be the adventure
it’s all growing and beyond the tragedy
since I don’t know what the last
since I don’t know what the lies
hell!!! I don’t know what the nice
heaven’s got it all
got a love song, a broken line
put the rose on your hair
full of grace my queen of mistery
can’t you see, can’t you believe
and all they say it’s true
i can sing a thousand song, I can bring your kiss around town
kiss of angel, as sweet as heaven
put the rose on your hair
full of grace my burning queen
can’t you see, can’t you believe
and all they say it’s true
lady rose….
when you fall to my arms, when you sleep for a thousand year
never will brings you down, down down down…
you’re the heart of the crown
and the blood of all my lifetime
you are my lady rose…
let me say this, for one last time
of all the love and beauty I have seen
you’re the one my only one, forever….
put the rose on your hair
full of grace my queen of myztery
can’t you see, can’t you believe
and all they say it’s true
how ever much to want to show that
you keep me inside and what you really care
have a close look deep into your flame
time is running out, nothing to hide away
i know we’re both all right
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
leave it all behind, all the things we’ve burnt
cruising down the memory
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
since I don’t know what the last
heaven’s got it all
picking up the way back to get home
it’s the hardest thing that we think all night
anything could be the adventure
it’s all growing and beyond the tragedy
since I don’t know what the last
since I don’t know what the lies
hell!!! I don’t know what the nice
heaven’s got it all
i know we’re both all right
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
leave it all behind, all the things we’ve burnt
cruising down the memory
it’s time to go, start running around
do it faster that I write
since I don’t know what the last
heaven’s got it all
picking up the way back to get home
it’s the hardest thing that we think all night
anything could be the adventure
it’s all growing and beyond the tragedy
since I don’t know what the last
since I don’t know what the lies
hell!!! I don’t know what the nice
heaven’s got it all
Kamis, 22 Oktober 2009
umurkuu telah mencapai 14 thun. . . .
3 thun belakangan,, kehidupanku mjd kacau. . .
ituu dimulai sejak q mulai kellaz 1 smp!!!
itu semua mewakili kehidupan keluarga q. . .kisah cintaq. . .dll
disini q akan cerita ttg perjalanan cintaq tahun laluu
semakin berusaha mengerti semakin sakit,hanya sunyi dan gelap yg menemani ku... tiap saat yg pernah ku habiskan dengannya, bagai sedang dalam tarian surga...walaupun saat itu dia tak pernah sadar betapa tertegun dan kagum iblis ini pada nya....yg hanya berani mengagumi nya dari balik punggungnya, bersembunyi di belakang rambut nya yg lolos dari sudut pundak nya...
cara tertawa nya, cara dia jalan, cara dia tersipu, cara dia bicara, bahkan hanya dengan menunggu semalaman d depan pintu kamarnya ,diri ini bisa merasakan tenang dan buai tidurnya..........seorang putri dari cinta yg abadi.cukup 1 kata dari nya, 1 senyum dan denger dia bernafas, seolah sluruh raga dan jiwa d tubuh ini ingin keluar,..
dia lah orkestra yg paling sempurna...dia lah lukisan paling indah....dia lah lagu yg di ambil hanya dari not terbaik dan terindah d dunia....dia lah harta yg smua org rela mengorbankan hidupnya untuk dia....dia lah misteri paling cantik yg ada...aku rela menukar puluhan tahun hidupku,demi bersama nya selamanya,hingga puluhan bahkan ratusan kehidupan lagi...karena dia adalah anugerah negri dewi yg tersisa dan tak tergantikan...
mulai detik ini,sekarang dan selamanya aku bernafas, aku akan berdoa dan berdoa dan terus berdoa hingga mulut ini tak lagi mampu bergerak,hingga mata ini tak sanggup lg terbuka,hingga raga fana ini habis d lebur zaman.
aku akan berdoa untuk kehidupanku yg akan datang,kehidupanku yg entah ke berapa kalinya aku d lahirkan...aku berdoa untuk nya, untuk kita.....jadilah milikku, apa adanya dirimu, aku hanya mau kamu....jadilah istri ku, ibu dari keturunan ku, pewaris dari kerajaan kehidupanku yg bakal indah dengan ada nya kamu....
stiap kulihat bingkai memori wajah mu dlm album foto ini,seolah berhenti detak jantung ku, bhkan bernafas pun aku tak sanggup...stiap malam tangan ini selalu merasa kan lembut dan cinta d setiap ujung kulit mu,meski tangan ini telah lama yang lalu menyentuh dan mendekap mu..
seandainya ada 1 tetes saja air mata tersisa,aku ingin menangis dan berteriak untuknya, agar dia tahu bahwa dia adalah bagian hati ini yg telah hilang, dia lah yg hati ini cari, tak akan berganti dlm berapa kali pun kehidupan ini di ulang!!!!!
bait kecil ini kutujukan untuknya yg jauh d langit
untuknya yg selalu tersenyum manja dan berbahasa balita...yg selalu beraroma seperti bayi,tanpa dosa,bahkan surga pun tak sbersih itu untuknya!!!
hati ini akan selalu menangis entah sampai kapan.
don't waste away those feeling, i promise you i won't..aku bersumpah demi smua nilai yg ada pd raga dan kehidupan ini!!aku gk bakal hapus rasa ini!!!
I'll always here waiting for you, in this life and in the other life...
now and forever, this heart is just for you...
"god must have made you with smile and joy,and spend some more little time for you, that's the only explanation i find to describe how you could become so so so so so perfect, my half of my heart"
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